God gave us free will to make our own choices, yet He is all knowing and therefore KNOWS what we will choose; once we actually make the choice, it becomes destiny.
Truth be told, I became comfortable with God. He was the guy who was watching over me. He was the friend I had. He was the awesome dude who gave me stuff and loved me, this I know. Now I’m not saying that these are inaccuracies. Each premise (and yes, each is a song that was in my childhood) has scripture to back it up. But, the truth is, that’s not enough. God is these things, but He is also so much more.
"For any theologian, or any budding one like me, acceptance of truth is just as bad as a lie. And I lived out that lie to the fullest."
"The question on my mind is that if I am a child of God, why is it that I feel so alone sometimes? Or if I really have the Spirit of God with me, why is it that I feel so broken more times than not?"